LIVING DEAD

I had been trying to forget you and move on with my life. Been trying to keep my mind occupied by other thoughts to keep your thoughts out of mine. But I still can't. At the end of the day, I still think of you. God knows how much I love you. And only God knows what I've been through. No one could ever say that I'm in the verge of breaking down. No one could ever say that behind those smiles and laughter, I am weeping..crying and trying to be strong to live everyday of my life. I am as if living for nothing. Living for no reasons at all. I'm a living dead.